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[Feb0708] i'm  seriously having second thoughts. green tea

[Jan2708] reading all my posts makes me feel like i'm back in middle school. all i ever write about is a bunch of drama bullshit. i really need to start using this thing for some constructive writing. oh well, i'll start by writing about my weekend. friday was lame. went to spruce as always and got in a huge fight with evan spent the rest of the night as a third wheel and caterer to kyle and kristine. saturday i went shopping with my family and evan. bought a bunch of bras, so now i don't have only one. got another pair of black dickies to sew up. and got a bunch of shirts and purple boots! then i went home watched movies with evan and then left at 12 to his house and didn't come back till 5:30 as always. i need to go get my license tomorrow so i don't have to walk across rancho in the middle of the night in the rain hiding from cops and potential sodomizers. the things i do for that boy. today, sunday, i woke up, ate, watched americas next top model, took a shower, got the dreads out of my hair, procrastinated and sat on my ass. pizza with tobasco sauce is like sex in my mouth. tea

[Jan0308]  our converations about food are familiar and inviting. but the best ones come naked, exhausted and sweaty . oh boy oh boy we fucked up. but all, for now, is alright. it's alright. we're safe now. it would've been so cute though. blue-eyed, or maybe green-eyed, and dark haired scary. i was scared. but not as scared as before. cause of you. i love how i take my laptop to the bathroom with me. some people just take the comfyness of their toilet for granted. tea

[Dec2407] i let you in again. hopefully, this won't turn out to be a mistake. caused by a mistake that hopefully, you won't make. again. All the good that won't come out of me and all the stupid lies I hide behind. It's such a big mistake lying here in your warm embrace. green tea

[Nov0207] i didn' t want to hurt you. tea

[Oct2207] sooo... all of you have most likely guessed by now. don't give me shit. i'm fucking happy. and besides. it's my life. green tea

[Oct0707] I DO WHAT I WANT! I DO WHAT I WANT! BITCH, FUCK YEA! I DO WHAT I WANT! green tea

[Oct0407]   FUCK! i lose. i fucking lose. FUCK! green tea

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